Random Thoughts

It is quite troublesome that Facebook doesn’t hv a blog to write. Gotta come here when I want 2 scribble some nonsense. I m surprised to see most of my kendo juniors ended up in Japan. Wonder what r they doing there….. Can also see that Christopher, Nurlin are planning trips there end of this year too. Facebook is such a fishbowl Everyone knows what r u up to if u r active in it! But i think it is great tool to keep in touch. We are all such internet junkie these days.

Today is the 4th day at mum’s place after being discharged from the hospital. I began to appreciate the freedom of movement…hehehe… things that i took for granted as a healthy of person, i began to thank God for His grace… Yes, to be alive each day is already a gift from God which is why today is called the “present”. It is a gift nonetheless…

I used to complain that i don’t have the time to really finish a good book ever since I started working. I guess perhaps my prayers are answered in a way But then again, I found myself sticking to my laptop most of time since dad subscribed to Streamyx last month. Ahhhh….so blessed to have loving parents who seem to provide everything. I thank God for them always though mum can be over-protective most of the time.

In these times of restrictive movements (hehehe)….. God is the only source of hope and joy…it made me realise again and again….that He is our only healer and His grace is indeed sufficient for me. Just being basked in His love and peace is more than enough……the trick is…how to be continously be in this spiritual state.

I thank God for my hubby…though i wish he could spend more time with me, has been loving and supportive through this trying times. Many thanks to Da Quan, Aileen, Amber and Thomas who were there at the hospital…surely it is not a nice place to hang out at But your presence made a difference especially for our tired Ben.

Do u still remember the feeling when u first know the Lord at a deeper level? It is an experience one has to go through…not an easy task to explain it in words. It is the feeling of wanting to serve Him daily without complaining whether whose job is whose… It is the kinda feeling where it is so easy to love everyone around u no matter how unlovable they are….. Ya, the difficult part is to keep the momentum of being close to God all the time. When we start to serve with our own ability and wisdom, that is when the burn out comes in. The bitterness, the tiredness, the gossips start to roll in. Was chatting with Ps Jen from DUMC Children Church I realised that how far m i from the Lord compare to her…she is still so consistent in her passion and serving…every week, non-stop,not a hint of tiredness…. I wish I can have back those enthuasiasm i had when i was at DUMC.

Perhaps these 3 weeks break is a good time for me to find back the enthuasiasm spiritually……. but hey, my God is the kinda of God who never budge an inch from me….drawing close to Him requires an initiative from my side. Gotta get my knees working (as in prayer lah).

A verse for u who is reading this entry

Psalm 91:2
I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress; my God, in Him I will trust.”

God loves you with an everlasting love….

You are valuable to Him not because of what you do

but simply because you are.

His thoughts of you outnumber the sand on the shore…

He lives to hear your heartbeat. He loves to hear your prayers.

If something is important to you, it is also important to Him.

God thinks you are worth His kindness…so be kind to yourself

because God loves you with a undescribable love…you gotta experiance it to feel it!

Take the step of faith and come to Jesus today

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